Feeling complete

It is three in the morning and I never usually wake up at this time. I hear a noise - a noise in my head The clutter, the suffocation, the feeling of breathlessness I know I want to get over this I wish I was asleep like other days and would have suppressed these thoughts But how long will I be able to let the thoughts sleep over me? So instead I decide to talk about it and kill it forever Interesting how life has taken different turns at times when it seemed most stable Does that necessarily mean that life wont be stable again? No, too easy to accept defeat than to withstand. So, I decide to laugh on the face of my past Here I am standing upright in my present and looking ahead at my future with a wide smile. Appears to be a difficult walk? No, it has gotten easier now. How? Because I am ready for the next challenge Recalling the happy moments and the lovely people I got in life I am happy as much I am sad! I forgive and that gives me strength!