Craving for Death....

I am becoming strong with every passing moment
Every tear that touches my cheek turns into a stone
The need for a shoulder slowly fades away
I hope I don’t grow so strong someday that I behave the same way
The way others behave with me today
The way the world curses me today
Every time I am sad I make a promise to become stronger
Every minute I stand alone in the crowd I promise to myself not to become a part of the crowd again

A day will come when the world will crave for my sight but I will not return
I wish that day comes soon when I break all my promises to the dearest ones and hurt them as much as I can
That day my soul will rest in peace
That day I will think of coming back with grace
That day the world will long to see me
That day they will fear my absence like I did theirs

For the ones who ignored me always
For the ones who left me alone
You will realise the empty place in your lives
'Cause when I am gone the loneliness won’t touch me
I will leave it with you all for ever
It is not your fault that you made me wait
For a death which is so peaceful
For a peace which is so deathful.........

Kaush